I wake up, feeling like crap, so I jump in the shower. As the water hits my chest, runs down my leg, and is swallowed by the drain. My heart screams louder then the rain above my head. My thoughts begin to show similarities to those in my past. I strike them down. Words flow from my lips, subtle but strong. “Lord I need you to give me strength today”, I murmured. Stillness, no longer...